Doomsday, or not?
PMR results was scheduled to be released today. The day prior to that, some people called or sms-ed me, spending long periods of time either staring at mobile phone screens or talking endlessly over the phone. All because of PMR results.
I wasn't nervous about it initially. Though I was a tad too nonchalant for my liking. But, you know, after approximately a whole hour of listening to people ranting about how scared they are, you kinda catch the disease also...so I ended up being scared of today.
What would it be like? Would the atmosphere in the office - or wherever we're supposed to meet whomever it is that will give us our dreaded results - be tense and depressing? Would I be scared out of my wits?
In the end, the actual confrontation - it was with my class teacher - was over after a brief moment. All I did was murmur a 'good morning, teacher', to which she returned then congratulated me after handing me a slip of paper and asking me to sign on the name list, and then it was over.
That's it.
No time to feel scared, nervous, overwhelmed...nada.
So now, exactly five hours later, I'm wondering - why did I get so scared in the first place?
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